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September Result

For 4 months I study,this is my fucking result that I got. I have to resit 2 paper which is maths and building material and I got 2.3 cgpa. For this sem i have to take 4 subject + 2 resit paper = 6 papers overall. Why most of the time i always get the "face problem",why me?!. Now i have to pay extra for my fee from 1450 become 1610,there goes all my ptptn money. I told my family about this but they respond back to me in a moody way. How can i face my family later when I'm going back to hometown?how?!.

KL life

I had been in KL for already 2 days because I just started my collage life here. 2 days in KL is just like 2 years because it is so bored. KL is way to different from PD and i don't know why. Maybe KL life is so rushing towards time i guess,when i was in PD i feel so alive,fun and happy even though PD is not as popular as KL and there is not friends for 24 hours yet I still feel happy. Besides that,when school time i always wonder how nice if I got the chance to study in KL it would be so awesome with all those cool place to visit in KL. By the time fast entering 2011 i got in to a collage life in KL that i always dream of but unfortunately KL is so bored. Totally bored that make me stress over it. HAHAHA. I thought of going here and there with my cousin or with some friends but most of them are busy studying like me. I just finish my 3 weeks of holidays by the time I get back here,I fell so heavy to leave PD because I know that I wont be happy like normal. My friend ksiong also got told me this he fell that his home town is way fucking fun then KL. Now PD is my number one home in my big big big heart.