Saturday, August 20
Today...
Today is the day that i went to low yat alone.When I went there,I saw many couple no matter what races are they.I fell jealous because of that,it has been 2 year I did't get any love besides my family.I guess that I meant not to be loved because most of the girl that I wanna know and wanna get to know her well,firstly they will talk to me nicely and slowly they will reject me like an old shirt that doesn't not wanna wear anymore.I feel so sad when I saw girls and boys holding hands together,hugs and the most important is beloved.Its hard to get a girl that understands me and its also hard to get a girl that is just like me.I really don't no how.I just wanna beloved by someone special.Girls always likes to play with my feelings.See in my life,there is no happiness,everything that i want,it won't be coming to me.Am i that bad until I became like this?am I?.Everyone keep telling me that they did't believe a guy like me which is "handsome" "Chinese looks" "cute" got no girlfriend.I keep telling them the truth by at the end still they don't believe me.I have been single for more then 2 years.Last time in school,I don't feel like this because that time I am close with my friends,but now I'm so far with them,even with my collage friend can't make this feeling go away.So what should I do about this?go back with my ex?.Some people will be asking me,"theres a lot of girls out there,why must u go back to your ex?".What they asking me is also true.But i don't no how to solve this matter in my life.Why can't i be like kak ann n khairul? haikal n ill? heidy and sean?.They are so lovely when they are together.But me?hmm I don't know what to say.hmm
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bund not all we want we can get it..
ReplyDeletekdng2 bnde tu dpn mte tp kte xnmpk..
sbb kte memilih n terlalu memilih..that's why kte kne bukak mte nengok bnde sekeliling kte..ok?
chill suda..aku relax je sme je cam koe..
enjoy ur life sudaaa :)
u knw what...last time in school...this feeling x wujud pon kt kehidupan aku..since aku masuk sini bru la aku rase...ssh la...kau girl..so lain..aku ni guy..lain gak
ReplyDeletebund just chillex.. u need to relax laa.. u look so terrible.. i want the old u laa.. when we were at school.. nowadays i dont even know u laa.. hmm bund sometimes we just have to believe in faith.. n please don woory too much.. this thing will make ur life not cheerful.. we always here for u.. chill k. if u continue being like this.. u will ruin ur future n if that things happen.. people will be even more sad especially ur family.. y cant u be the old hib bund that i once knew?..
ReplyDeleteptt la kau msg aku...lol...hehehe=D
ReplyDeletebund ohh roti bund...
ReplyDeletetu bab kt skola koe de mmbe2 yg chill kn koe..
n ble kt sne koe nengok orng ade koe un rse nk jugak..duhh standard da tuhh roti bundd oiii..
ishh cepuk kang..hahah..
de laki or pmpuan sme je la skang..
nk rse disayangi n menyayangi..ishh orng hilang akal je xnk cmtu..
ermm pandai2 la koe pkir..lgpun not too important la derr bnde nie...it will come to u by itself..
yela sume slh aku k....slh aku..
ReplyDeleteda nie pehal la semua slh koe nie...
ReplyDeletemle la tu nk cengeng bund niee..
duhh sorry la klu aku wt koe terasa k..
sorryyy
T.T
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